Life is either totally absurd or it
is utterly abstract. No matter how hard you attempt to keep it simple and sweet,
there is always something convoluted in the offing eagerly waiting to be
cracked. After an earnest effort you sit
down and anticipate the fruition of your travail, but life startles with the
unsolicited & unforeseen disgusts and disappointments and worst some
unanswered questions. In lieu of the unreturned questions starts the series of
the most tiring and perpetual process of analysis leading to assumptions & speculations.
We all get judgmental and then
get entangled in the web of these assumptions, presumptions, expectations and
disappointments. The process goes on and
on.
A friend once suggested me to
write something which is complicated and not candid. In fact write something
that we don’t understand and then we would appreciate it more, I did not get
the logic behind his plea on this point but I am still trying to do the
honours:
People get sleepless night, what
troubles them inside? I thought again. Is it the insecurity and guilt or the
guilt and insecurity for self?
Many dismiss solitude with
strange alibis: Is the reality hard to accept? Or the truth is too silly that
one has to digress.
Sometimes people cannot hold back
their impatience: Is it because they are so desperate of a person or is it
because the child in them cannot masquerade with diplomacy.
We are always rejected by the one
person we feel is perfect match to our life. What makes them reject us, the
harsh reality of rightness or the myth of conscience?
Some people can never move on
from a moment of life, is it because nothing exciting is left when one moves on
in their life or because move on is an unfeasible allegory.
Why are contentment & success
always comparative and failure & grief always absolute?
Well truth is life is full of limited
reality and unlimited dreams. It is hard
to figure out what fits and what not. Every action and decision revolves a
circle and then strikes back and disturbs our ecosystem with another set of
unsolicited queries. All I can conclude is that this process just goes on
and on.
