Confessions of a Lazy Girl

To start with, I am not guilty as charged. I am not a lazy girl. It is just that I delay a few things to indefinite sometimes. And when I do that my world seems a pleasant place and I feel immense peace and joy like I am adding additional years to my expectancy. Everybody does that with maybe a few exceptions like my mother but we all are the victims of this temptation. The truth is we all prioritize our work on a scale of laziness. Some works are on high risk like eating, partying, sleeping and some are low risk jobs like washing clothes, doing the dishes, cooking etc.  I don’t think anybody would disagree on that. I mean our life is not a military school and I am certainly not nuts like Sheldon Cooper (courtesy: The Big Bang Theory).

Indolence is a subjective approach. We need a panoramic study with proper analysis subject to sample reports before making any conclusion. The initial determined sample size was 20 but astoundingly I had to decrease it from 20 to 2 because of the obvious reason. My conclusion after all the research was that laziness is no disease, disorder as others especially elders assign it as. It is a matter of choice. It is the easy decision to choose between comfort and labor. After a tedious long flight, anybody would prefer to recline on the bed than unpacking.  Similarly ordering pizza on phone seems like a meal in the paradise when compared to doing the dishes, cooking and then again doing the dishes.

Laziness to me is no joke, I take it very seriously. It is always a well calculated risk. Ironic as it may seem to some but there are some very logical auxiliaries attached to it. When I delay washing my clothes for two weeks, I get the coveted opportunity to shop new ones. Similarly when I delay in restocking daily use products like fruits, grocery or toiletries, I borrow it from my roommate and I save some penny. I don’t text I prefer calling any day and the sole reason for that is I get lazy by the idea of typing (even in touch Phones), thus I am not addicted to phones and chatting apps unlike other people of my age group.

I love winters. They are the best season of the entire year. One major reason why it is so dear to me is because they are the catalyst of indolence. They somehow offer the legal right to act lethargic.  They provide long nights and the company of alluring cozy blankets that synergize together to act as a major promoter of indolence.   

I think I have confessed enough and I am really feeling lazy to write more. So that’s it for the moment. Please take good care of yourself and have sweet dreams XOXO.

    

To my dear Shubh......

After the year long wait

Its time again to elate and celebrate

Lets party all night and hit the floor

Its the blissful moment and so much more..

The golden day has finally arrived

Freshen your mood and give me high five

 I am singing you this joyous song

Angels from heaven have joined me along

Birds and breeze are trouncing the chord

Rapture and cheer is promisingly assured ..

Make a wish and smile a while

Dress up your best and rock the aisle

Its gonna be as never before

Warmth & joy would embrace you from the core

There is so much more I want to say and pen..

Just remember, every year you are born again

I cried inside

Lost in the world of illusion

I deemed I had the best of life

Steady as slow, truth divulged

Left foiled, I cried inside

Facts made life more futile

Compered rules I abhor to abide

I craved to be a free bird

And fly high for all my desires

I had to finally let things go

Amidst friends when I found hidden foes

Joy and optimism were waving bye

Making way for distrust, hatred and sigh

What I should do, I could not decide

In solitude, I cried inside

life when a mess

What do I say..

I m just freaking out

Its mess all around

No clue how to start

First week of the month

All are simply demanding high

From the boss to the landlord

None is ready to bend a slight

I don’t recall since when

But I feel like a mouse trapped in a tiger’s den

So no matter how hard I try

It is danger at all ends

Performance pressure @ work

To long queues at all stores

Combined gets to my nerve

irked I plead please no more!!

Life then opens up a fresh new twist

and worst then ever thought

One gets ill but cannot back off

And then finally I realize

The former was just the cloudburst

The real blizzard is yet to arrive!!!

one sided love

Hard to resist

Harder to let you go

Every time you come nearby

A gentle breeze passes through 

I still recount our first meet 

You bewitched me inside out

Mesmerized in your aura, I stood

Long after you were out of sight

There was something so magical

I could not keep my mind off u

You came in and stole my heart

I smiled back without any lament

I finally confessed how I feel

It would end all I never knew

When we were not meant to be

Why did I fall for you?

Me and you as together we

I know it would never be

You were a dream

I have to understand

But my heart has bigger demands

It still asks me to wait

And I reply back Ok Great!! 

the emerald islands.....

It has so much to offer that one gets lost in its many ways.  The Andaman island group embodies a mosaic of an outstanding biotic blend with an exotic excellence. It is a fresh surprise everyday.  Oceanic panorama is not just the only blissful facet of the Andaman. It is the home to marvelous mangroves, limestone caves, dashing corals, dense green forests, mud and lava volcanoes and the diverse zoological world. It is also the refuge to one of the oldest races of mankind. The historical remains of the Indian Bastille that is the Cellular Jail adds another dimension to its offerings. Far from the mainland, it is not less than a recluse amidst the Bay of Bengal. It has however created its own niche and distinctiveness.

The Emerald islands are a group of total of 572 islands, islets and rocks both inhabited and uninhabited. It is undoubtedly a pie in the sky type of destination for an exotic long vacation. The ideal time to plan the jaunt to the Islands is from October to April. One can relish ones time in adventurous trekking and water sports or just relax in the captivating white sand along the coastline. The White sand of the Radhanagar beach in the Havelock islands is simply incredible. One can witness outstanding landscapes and natural vista during ones stay at the several other islands.Every island is unique in its delicacy. Andaman Islands are also the home to exotic and varied sea food. The enveloping atmosphere with its eclectic flora and fauna creates an unending love in the hearts of the travelers.

To me the Andaman island trip is the most memorable one. It has been quite sometime but I still recount the time spent there. It in real surprised me everyday. There was so much to get lost into. Every day was a new endeavor to explore into the picturesque extravaganza. I can still recall that right from the moment my flight entered the nautical periphery I could nous the emerald existence of the islands. Blessed with crystal clear water and the endless undisputed white sand, the emerald islands created in me an unforgettable impression of nature with a caressing soreness and a pensive fondness into its subtle tones. At 17 it was my first romance. I could finally decipher the words of Keats, Shelly and Wordsworth and very well understand what made them pen so well.

when you said that no....

When you said that no

my heart sank up to my knees

things turned steady and slow

the cheerful life got the hasty blow

hours seemed like a damn century

I realized how helpless I was indeed

It was the moment I had waited for

Or maybe I was jus expecting more

I don’t know what really went wrong

Why at last you turned me down

I wished I could undo your nix

Then things would have been less tragic

The string of my joy was in your hand

You tore it apart and took your stand

I have no hatred for what you did

But I get sad every time I think

Move on is all I tell my heart

There is so much life if I restart.